So like you’re really cute and I’m pretty sure I’m in love with you because when I hear your voice my brain gets wishy-washy like asdfghjkl and my thoughts evaporate like boiling water on a stove and sometimes when you speak I have to stop and breathe in really deep because you take my breath away. And darling I was hoping that one day I could see you and just sit with you anywhere and just enjoy the view I don’t care where just as long as I’m with you k? And i dont know how else to put this Because I need you in my life coz I just want to hold your hand and relax and so could you just please stop being so far away?
Sometimes I think, I fell in love with the side that is not real. The side that sees the world through funny glasses. You say you’re only in a good mood if you have that, its a crutch. You don’t know the feeling of solid ground until you have fallen. And I find it ridiculous, if THAT is your source of happiness and relaxation. Its not me, its the thing. I mean since you’re always in that state of mind, seeing life upside down vs. how it really is.. It makes me think …maybe you haven’t really fallen for me at all..
