Memories Are All We Have.; I Love You
I Believe in Love. Therefore; I Believe in Magic. It's The Closest thing we have to it anyways . . . I'm in love with this boy, and i can't even stress how amazing he is. He's Funny, Cute, Romantic, Sweet, Giving, an Amazing listener, and he's everything to me, everything i had ever hoped for, everything i ever wanted. And We have been together for over a year since March 5th. Even Through everything i put him through, and all i have put up with. I know he's worth it, Because he is the one. The one i Want to Commit to, and Marry. He's all i want, nd I Would give the world to him. He makes me who i am. I'm only happy because i have him in my life. No one knows me like he, or loves me like he. He's The only boy, that i would ever Promise everything to, he is just so important. i Intend to be with him Forever.This is for you Gilbert. 1 2 3 4
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Funny how one Person can Change you forever. Surpass your Limits. Test you’re Strengths. Re-write your Ethics. It takes one Person. Nd i’ve Never Believed in True Love. Soul Mates.. But It Only takes one to Change everything. He Is that one.
I Never Thought of my future, Relationship wise. College yeeeh. Jobs. yeeeeh. But i Never thought of Marriage. Never thought, about a Lasting Love. Yet here i am. Thinking of him.
I don’t Care what any of you say. That We’re Young. Too young to know anything. Wanna know what i know? That i’m Shallow. I’m Shy. I’m Quiet. I’m Obnoxious. I’m awkward.. nd many other things. But when im Talkin to him.. I Just Get this, High.
You know? I Get this Feeling. Sincerity. I’m not Blind. i can see im only 16. and he’s only 17. And Shit We both, have crossed each other, in the past. and you know what? It’s gonna happen again. We’ll Fight. We’ll Break up. We’ll Go through shit. I’ll Cry, He’ll ignore me. We’ll Hate each other. But i know damn well once Pride is out of the way, i’ll be standing right by him, and he’ll do the same. They say Guys, Like the ones from Nicholas Spark novels aren’t Real. Guess what? I Found one. He Makes me feel like i’m in one of those stories.
Maybe i’m Stupid for believing him. But we all have to believe in something. I’ll Take the risk, of being hurt again, coz i know he loves me. Nd ima end up hurting him some how, and he’ll hurt me again But there’s no way im giving up, after almost 7 months.
i’ve never Felt the urge to try before. Never hung on this Hard. It means something to him. He means the world to me. And its the Truth. He is my bestfriend. And Lately, it hasn’t been the same. But i know, Ita be back to Perfect in a little bit. I Don’t know if any of you feel like this about anyone, But if you do.
Fuck people’s Advise. They want you to be happy, yes. But in the end YOU will do what YOU think is right, and if it was Wrong, Lesson Learned. I Never Want advise Unless i ask for it. And i’m Telling everyone. I Love Him. No matter what you say, You can’t change that. He is the One.
I Said i Don’t believe in Soul Mates. But i know Damn Well who he is. And he is all i ever wanted. Nd he’s all i hope for. All i think about. All I Care about.
Snicks. I Love you. And everything i say is true. I Don’t Play with you in any way. I Don’t Bullshit, im Pretty straight forward if you havent noticed. I Don’t Avoid problems, i Try to face uhm, and i try to make you talk. because i don’t Want Any thing between us. I Wanna Last. Which is why i put you through everything. Nd i’m sorry, but thats just me. nd you’ll Always be my Best Friend. I Love you. Babe.
And all of a sudden, I’m crying tears of joy again. <3 Damn you.
I guess you went to bed.. with out telling me. -sighs- Night :/
Ugh, fml. I just hate everything right now. It seems so unfair, I don’t know why he’s being so bitchy. I swear every time I have a problem with him he turns around and makes it all my fault. I wanna cry, curl up fetal position and just burst into tears. I wanna call him and leave him a voice mail so he can hear how bad he is hurting me. I still feel so so so so soooo fucking distanced from him, but I need to suck it up and roll with the punches because I love him and he is, or at least he was the best thing in my life, my best friend and I don’t know now, some times he makes me want to jump off a building to sweet release. I know he still cares, but he doesn’t wanna, call me anymore and it just hurts to know it was all my fault. I wish I never accused him of texting. Please, let me fall into a coma. A sweet coma, ignorant bliss. I just wanna hear his voice again im so hurt. I wish I were dust, maybe just a phantom so I could watch life go on with out me. To be a spectator would be lovely. I wish I had no feelings, maybe then everything would be fine. I’m just hurt, and depressed and hurt and everything and I keep it in most of the time. I want to cry. Just cryyyy. out loud. forever. I think I’m just over reacting. There’s just so much wrong with me. ugh. Bad Raquel.
I still miss you.
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